after a year

I have written my last blog almost a year ago..so again here I am…
Many things have changed since then…
I was writing my last blog from Uttarkashi..
And this blog from Faridabad..
I was a bachelor then.. and now committed
There was the strong desire that time for change.
There is strong desire this time not to change.
But still the person is same .. I have to confess that not much have been changed since then as far as inner development is concerned.
There is no improvement.. The reason is simple I have not tried for this.
I have not tried because I was not fed up with the life “as it is”
“To be” process is yet to start. Still I think that I can get happiness from this world….letz see if there is something in relationships..or as Satre has said that “The other is hell” is true!
My motivation level is at all time low…..
But this too will Pass……